-My PoeMz - [--New OneZ AddeD--]

[`Enigmatic]

I gave you my trust, i gave you my freindship
I gave you the one thing which i have always been scared of giving
My love,My trust,My emotions
I thought i found a real freind in you
Over the years its been hard to trsut anyone,
Its been difficult to be walked over
Its been difficult to be left alone
Yet you gave me yoour hand and said i neeed not worry
And today you questioned my position
You questioned my freindship and trsut
For what,
For somehting you didnt understand?
Well i hope it works out
Becuase the hand you so left out to me
I have let go off
I guess fake smiles and fake promises where destined for you to from me,
Never once has anyone proven me wrong
I thought you would
I belived so much that you would
I needed you to prove me wrong
For now even the ounce of hope i had in relationships, friendships
Has all dissappeared
Washed away like the sand on the beach
You were like every other
Useing me for your needs,
Abusing me for my words
Caring for your own cause
And now you leave me here like some washed up rubbish on the shore?

-Washed away, like i never even exisisted-

[*SALMA*]

I gave you my trust, i gave you my freindship
I gave you the one thing which i have always been scared of giving
My love,My trust,My emotions
I thought i found a real freind in you
Over the years its been hard to trsut anyone,
Its been difficult to be walked over
Its been difficult to be left alone
Yet you gave me yoour hand and said i neeed not worry
And today you questioned my position
You questioned my freindship and trsut
For what,
For somehting you didnt understand?
Well i hope it works out
Becuase the hand you so left out to me
I have let go off
I guess fake smiles and fake promises where destined for you to from me,
Never once has anyone proven me wrong
I thought you would
I belived so much that you would
I needed you to prove me wrong
For now even the ounce of hope i had in relationships, friendships
Has all dissappeared
Washed away like the sand on the beach
You were like every other
Useing me for your needs,
Abusing me for my words
Caring for your own cause
And now you leave me here like some washed up rubbish on the shore?

-Washed away, like i never even exisisted-




aww sis dis bought tears to my eyes coz its reminds ov a "so called frend" dat i had up until recently!! keep up de gud wrk sis!! xXx

[SeCsea_Love]

I gave you my trust, i gave you my freindship
I gave you the one thing which i have always been scared of giving
My love,My trust,My emotions
I thought i found a real freind in you
Over the years its been hard to trsut anyone,
Its been difficult to be walked over
Its been difficult to be left alone
Yet you gave me yoour hand and said i neeed not worry
And today you questioned my position
You questioned my freindship and trsut
For what,
For somehting you didnt understand?
Well i hope it works out
Becuase the hand you so left out to me
I have let go off
I guess fake smiles and fake promises where destined for you to from me,
Never once has anyone proven me wrong
I thought you would
I belived so much that you would
I needed you to prove me wrong
For now even the ounce of hope i had in relationships, friendships
Has all dissappeared
Washed away like the sand on the beach
You were like every other
Useing me for your needs,
Abusing me for my words
Caring for your own cause
And now you leave me here like some washed up rubbish on the shore?

-Washed away, like i never even exisisted-




thas saddd:( keep postinn

[`Enigmatic]

Ive been staring at these four walls for the past hours,
Unable to form any one thought,
Unable to utter any one word,
Yet the easiest thing that comes to mind to do,
is embrace those four walls like i use to in the past
not understanding why i need to,
however it feels like the right thing to do,
everythin esle in life seems to be going right,
which isnt possible,
its never always right
there is always one aspect in life which is causing harm
how can in this moment in time eveyrthing be ok
how can all dark places be lit
this illusion of a burning candle never vanishing,
it scares me becuase i know the wind will come,
the bad news will knock on the door,
the phone bell with ring with someones tears on the other end,
that burning flame will vanish once again,
just like it always does,
i cant seem to be happy in this moment in time,
ive being livivig a life filled with so many dark places
seeing so much pain for so long
that i cant adjust to this change
i find it to hard to accept it,
so i conform to my old ways,
they give me a torturess peace,
a peach which i often miss,
even though i need not travel far for it
i try to avoid it,
im in such a whilrwind,
that i dont know what to do.

[`Enigmatic]

Walking this path in front of me in complete day light however,
My mind is shadowed with many thoughts,
Making it impossible even in this daylight to take a step right,
As I walk each step, not knowing where it will take me I do not care,
These thoughts that keep circling my mind at a pace where I cant pin point any one thought and even begin to resolve it,
This whirlwind of thoughts and problems is making each day very hard to live,
Its making each second of silence unbearable as I try time and time again to figure out what exactly is wrong, hoping that I will find a resolution I keep treading towards the darkness, be it in the daylight or even night light, the once so beautiful star light does not guide me through my moment of weakness, it just shines line at me,
However the depths of my darkness are so far gone that this shimmer of light and this sparkle of hope isn’t enough to light up my world,
As I keep walking this path I’m unaware of where it will lead to me,
The only feeling inside is of self destruction,
And this feeling takes over more and more each day, it strengthens more and more each day when I see the look in the eyes of my loved ones,
They look at a speckle of dust with more importance than when they lay eyes on me,
My dear friends, who no nothing about my despair but know everything about my laughter, there so in the dark about me that It would take a lifetime to bring them into the light which is my reality,
How do I tell the ones I care about the most that I find it hard to smile because there’s nothing in life which makes me want to smile,
All the realizations and hopes have left me in a place where I don’t want to leave
Because there is nothing this world can offer me and I have given my all to this world,
The only thing left for me to give this world is my life,
However this world has my soul, what difference is it if they take the physical matter when the living matter is already buried seven feet deep.


Reading what I’ve written in the past,
Sends me to a place where I didn’t even know I visited,
I use to write about love, I use to reflect on how beautiful this world was,
I use to have so much faith in this life that I could break through any walls in front of me,
And I could do that with the utmost ease,
However as I keep reading what I’ve written in the past it scares me,
As I read these words all I see is a broken person, a lost soul, a person who’s sorrow runs so deep its unimaginable,
As I keep reading there seems to be no end to this, wandering if there was a turning point in my life which flew past me,
As I was unable to handle it, I let it take over me,
Possessed by this demon, causing me to think thoughts I had never though,
Causing me to take actions which I never had even thought of taking’
However as I sit here and reflect on what I’ve wrote I never realized I had become that person,
Once a person who appreciated the bond of love and the blossoming of the flowers’
To a person who believes that’s love is only a word made up four letters and who thinks self harm is good for the soul,
I now sit here, in the present day wandering who these people were and trying to understand what kind of person I am now,
And the biggest challenge I am faced with is to decide who I want to be,
Because those two people I read about, are complete strangers,
My thoughts and feelings have changed, however I am having difficulty pin pointing exactly what my thoughts and feelings are now.

[Jo.]

ii dun hve ne wurds but to say mind-blowing !!! thank u so much for sharin wit us and yup! u shud consider publishing a book eh :) n ii mishhh uuuuu pallloooooo where r uuuuuuu!!! get more new onez up here :) i lub readin em!! u already got liike ur # 1 fans here so lol fink about whn u actually publish ur book eh :P !!! lub ju hunn hope ur ok!!!

[Desi-Dna]

As I stood faced with the most magnificent picture I had seen in a long time,
I could only wonder to myself, why had I turned a blind eye to the beauty of life,
Why have I and every other soul become immune to the beauty and simplicity of life?
Why have our own thoughts misled and misguided us to places which are so distorted and dark,
When the reality of life could have been seen in that one day, in that one moment, in that one place,
We turn a blind eye to our own existence and get lost in a fantasy which we wish we can call life,
In doing so, we forget the actual reality we live in, we forget and turn a blind eye to the beauty of life which lies right in front of us,
Often has a wise one said, that the answer is right in front of us, yet we seek it in other places, in other people, in other moments,
However, it’s right there,
You just have to open your eyes and see it.

[Ð]

I was about to post here a few days ago, asking for an update
cause i missed the beautiful things i always got to read here.
Love the last one, can't wait for more!

[`Enigmatic]

I do apologise devi for not updating, but yeah, ill defo post more stuff up, cant promise it will be like the same, havent written pen to paper in a while, but will defeintly try! x

[`Enigmatic]

this is a poem i recently wrote for ny freind for some show, its not as deep as some of the things i have written in the past, but i quite like it

Faith :


As hard time knock at the door,
I find myself running to the floor,
As this door starts to open, I look for the outdoors,
When I find I can not run from this knocking I wish I could swim out ashore,
As the times in life become harder to cope with I feel myself crashing into the dark downpour,
I see the tears of my loved ones fall like a river stream, a scene of water flowing, one of which I use to adore,
Now washes away any sense of hope,
As I pray to the skies, to lift this hurricane that is destroying everything around me, the people around me, as each breath becomes difficult to inhale as this manmade river begins to drown us, I think it cant get any worse,
As I kneel towards the skies, I do not let my faith break,
How can hard times in life stop me from believing,
For what is happening, is only a test, its apart of my destiny,
I can feel the faith slipping from my fingers, but my hands do not let them slip far enough,
My faith does never break,
Through this tunnel of darkness, I can feel the light, without seeing; I can see the light,
I can touch the warmth of better times ahead,
I never let my faith break, I never forget the power of prayer,
As time passes, as these tears dry, as this hurricane resides,
I find myself walking in the life of joy and happiness, a place were sorrow has never stepped foot in,
Gods children must never forget the power of prayer,
Your faith, even if you leave it, it never leaves you,
Never underestimate the power of prayer never underestimate the strength that god bestows upon us, hardships we go through, however the strength to see the light is also given,
Faith, is a unbreakable strength, where even at its weakest it is the most powerful force.

[`Enigmatic]

..recently ive been feeling restless..
..so much so..
..that I cant think straight..
..I lay awake to the early hourse of the morniing..
..all i wonder if, if this restlessness will ever lay to rest..
..wether those thoguths that haunt me..
..will ever find another soul to torment..
..as i stare at the tears flowing down my face..
..i wonder if the reason there their..
..will be spoken on my lips..
..or if that sweet surrender..
..will escape me..
..only to be a slight whisper..
..which not even i will hear..
..lay me to rest..
..let me sleep..
..and let the river that flows in my soul..
..drown all my sorrows..
..and leave me washed up upon the shore..

[`Enigmatic]

short shayari i wrote, pretty lame!

Ankhon say ous nay khey diya.
Aur hum nay dil say sun liye.
Mainay dil key dhadkhan ko awaz banadey
Ous nay khano say sun liye.

Aur ankhon say ous nay phir say khaha,
Manay phir se dill say suna,
Aur ankhon say assoo bahaiii

Itna pyar tha mujhe say,
Muhjse raha nahin gaya

[bebz]

awwwwwwww the last 1 is really touching...keep it up...

[*SALMA*]

..recently ive been feeling restless..

..so much so..
..that I cant think straight..
..I lay awake to the early hourse of the morniing..
..all i wonder if, if this restlessness will ever lay to rest..
..wether those thoguths that haunt me..
..will ever find another soul to torment..
..as i stare at the tears flowing down my face..
..i wonder if the reason there their..
..will be spoken on my lips..
..or if that sweet surrender..
..will escape me..
..only to be a slight whisper..
..which not even i will hear..
..lay me to rest..
..let me sleep..
..and let the river that flows in my soul..
..drown all my sorrows..

..and leave me washed up upon the shore..


This is just an awesome poem!! thanx for sharing!!

[`Enigmatic]

Thanks girls!

Good to see you around the forums Salma, you always did read the poems..

[`Enigmatic]

Only in birth are we real,

Only in happiness are we free,

Only in sadness are we tears,

Only in tragedy are we broken,

Only in love are we naked,

Only in pain are we hidden,

Only in life, are we a fire of emotions,



And



..Only in death are we human..

[*SALMA*]

Yup its coz ur poems r always touching, keep em coming, n u shud get em published!!!

[`Enigmatic]

^Thank you x

[`Enigmatic]

We can’t ever escape today’s reality,

Nor can be we ever estimate tomorrows,

All we can do, as figurines on the battlefield,

Is to open our eyes in the morning, either from a deep sleep or a restless tussle,

And with those eyes, open our hearts break the barriers that stop us from living the life we want,

Saying no to all those yes’s and saying yes to all those no’s,

Believing in those dreams and awakening those desires which had been put to sleep,

Choosing to live the life that reality showed no hope for,

And cherishing that reality today,

Regardless of what it is tomorrow.

[xoxaDoRaBlExox]

awww really touching yet good poems
:)

[`Enigmatic]

thanks for reading them : )

[`Enigmatic]

I wish your were words were a lullaby that lulled me to sleep,


But there silent daggers in this starry night, robbing me of any peace,

Leaving me in a state of paralysis,

Where my heart is beating, my eyes are staring into this dark space and my soul is crying,

Once you were that voice that told these tears won’t last forever,

But the pain i feel, given to me, by you,

Will last forever,

I may not be an angel in the sky yet,

Or an devil in the ground yet,

But in my every breath,

Each second, each hour, each day, each week, each month and each year,

My last breath,

Will have your name on it,

Even if my soul lives for eternity,

My every breath will be in debt to you.

Even when the sky falls to the ground,

Somewhere in the scattered debris of destruction will your lover lie.

[paKikudi14]

great poems!! :cool:

[xx-Isha-xx]

Hey, I remember reading your poems like a year or so ago. Loved them!
recent ones are so touching as well. Honestly, you write beautifully
keep it up x